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As is his wont, James wakens just after sunrise. This is normal for him, as is the sight of the half-hearted sunlight streaming in through the windows, the smell of the sea in the morning. What is not normal, however, is the bed he's lying in- deep and soft- the plush blankets covering him. As his sleep-grimed eyes blink further, he notes that nothing in this room is at all normal, and for a moment he cannot recall where he is nor how he's got here. But then his eyes alight upon the chair he had sat in the night before and there, sprawled in drunken sleep is Captain Jack Sparrow, and with a rush, James remembers all the tumultuous events of the previous day, down to his unaccountable worry about Sparrow before he fell asleep the night before.
Somewhat comforted by this memory (but not much), he slides out of the bed, stretching and yawning cavernously. He can hear his spine crack loudly and winces slightly. It is still fairly quiet aboard the ship, and as James begins to get dressed, he regards the sleeping pirate across from him. The chair is closer to the bed than it was before, as though Sparrow had been watching him before he fell asleep (a notion which could be either disturbing or endearing- he cannot decide which), and Sparrow seems to have melted into it like a liquid; he's clad only in shirt and breeches, and James's eyes rest for a moment on the gaping V of golden skin exposed by the shirt before he looks away. The pirate's head rests on his shoulder, and a nearly-empty bottle of rum dangles loosely from his fingers, cradled in the crook of his elbow; his mouth moves slightly in nonsense syllables. He's as sloppy as ever sleeping, but the light of the rising sun on those high cheekbones and the black-painted eyes now closed give him a strangely feminine air. James shakes his head; he's not usually prone to such poetic rubbish- it must be prolonged exposure to Sparrow, he decides.
Once fully dressed, he ties his hair back in a queue (no reason to wear the wig now, and privately he rejoices that he needn't wear the itchy, hot thing) and seats himself on the bed once again, his legs crossed under him. He keeps his voice soft as he calls out.
'Sparrow...' it's almost sing-song, the way he says it, and he wrinkles his nose. 'Sparrow! Wake up, man. A captain should rise before his crew, should he not?'
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There are still pieces of James's tale that Jack does not comprehend. Why the man hates pirates yet feels remorse over the death of a friend that were a pirate. The emotions behind such a thing too convoluted for his mind to wrap 'round as it stands presently. But he believes James. (And it is James as long as he is Jack; he will give the man that honour.) Believes him when he says he kills fairly when possible. That still doesn't do Jack much good, because he refuses to distinguish between a fair death and an unfair death when it is his own.
But he believes the man when he implies that respects Jack. And that makes him falter even more. He drops his eyes to the floor.
"The only thing I know is what it's like to be headed for the noose under the orders of someone who once claimed to treat me fair." The words are out of his mouth before he can stop them. But once they're out, Jack sees no point in stopping, if he can make him understand. "Mates don't hang mates, James," he says, catching Norrington's eye. "Except when it is more profittable to do so."
Jack wants to ask something more. Wants to ask If I let you go, will you still try to capture and hang me? but shies away from the answer he'd receive. Now is not the time to ask that. Not yet.
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They are equal now, in their misunderstanding. Jack cannot know what it is to order the death of a mate, as he would say, and James cannot know how it feels to be in the position of that mate, to face the gallows under the command of a friend. He is curious now, though, what Jack is referring to; it is not his near-hanging at Port Royal, for James had never at that point made any claim of treating him with fairness. Clearly, however, it's something significant, something that's made an impact and stuck with the pirate as much as his own experience with Twynam.
Curiously he looks at Jack, cocks his head to one side. He wants to ask, but he's not sure if it's really entirely wise to do so. He wavers for a moment, studying Sparrow, before deciding that wisdom wasn't really going to get him anywhere anyway.
'Who?' He asks, gesturing vaguely, referring to Sparrow's comment. 'I mean, who... ordered the noose for you?'
It's awkward, the way he asks it, but he knows no other, more delicate way to phrase the question, especially considering that they were only moments ago discussing James himself almost hanging the man. He wants to know, however; it's part of this insane curiosity, this desperation to understand Sparrow, Jack, whoever he is. It might help, he thinks, if he could understand himself why he cares so much.
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He doesn't say such harshly. Just states the fact. Jack doesn't know how high up James has dealing with East Indian Trading Company. If he would have ever met Cutler Beckett. Heard his name, surely, as all who concern themselves with English trade do. But to hear stories of a man and know the man himself are two completely seperate things. Jack knows this better than anyone.
And he is tiring of this sober coversation. Takes another long drink of rum and ambles back towards the table, to have something else to do and look at apart from James. Apart from the still frazzled look that mars his features. Jack prefers him teasing, jibing than brunt openess. May even prefer the cold exterior of the Commodore to this, as little fun as he is that way. But like this, it causes Jack to feel unbalanced. Doesn't know where to place his next footfall. Doesn't know the terms of the trade they are actually doing right now.
It makes him feel like telling the man. Confiding in him. And what a dangerous thing that may prove to be, with Norrington being as honest and open as he is right now. Jack feels like he owes him and he doesn't know. He's sure he doesn't.
And yet...
Setting the rum on the table, Jack stares at the array of maps before him. Studies the outlined coast of Africa and tries hard not to remember.
"It weren't the noose, exactly," he murmurs. "And it weren't exactly me either what was condemned. Not as I am now."
He rolls his arms until his sleeve falls back enough that he can make out the pirate brand. The bottom, tip of his sparrow tattoo. He isn't sure if James can see it or not, or will possibly understand what Jack is almost, sort of, telling him. Jack doesn't understand quite himself why he should feel obliged to tell him such a thing in the first place.
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But by whom? That's easy enough to guess- some high-ranking officer in either the Navy or the East India Trading Company, for it is they who carry the political weight in the Caribbean, and they who have the power to brand a man a pirate. And if the man in question had promised to treat Sparrow fairly... a superior then, perhaps. Had Sparrow been in the Navy? That was an unnerving thought indeed, but it made sense, in a way James was not entirely willing to contemplate.
Sparrow, of course, has not told him this much; James doubts that he will- at least not now- but it would explain quite a bit about the pirate. Betrayed by society, he leaps into his new role as pirate, uses it to spite the people who had made him such... it works, and James looks at Sparrow in- if not quite a new light, than at least an altered one.
'I see,' he says, and leaves it to Sparrow to work out whether he actually does or not.
But perhaps a change of subject is in order now. This seriousness of conversation with Sparrow is no end of unnerving- to speak so honestly with a man who boasts about his own dishonesty is unsettling; it throws him off balance.
'So,' he murmurs after a moment, 'Is the offer of first mate still valid, Sparrow?'
Gone is the sobre, serious note in his voice. He hopes Sparrow will take note of it and follow his lead.
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He inclines his head minutely in his direction, almost as if offering thanks for changing the subject, the tone. To get away from confession as if they were both clerics and sinners, trading off the guise in each turn.
He still doesn't know if Norrington truly does understand. He suspects not, because he still spoke cryptically about it. How could he know what Jack referred to then if Jack doesn't specifically tell him? But he gets the impression that the man inferred something. The real meaning behind his waffling. That's good enough for now.
"And if you are, you'd best get use to calling me Captain." He gestures theatrically to himself and grins. Before adding in a more straight-foward way. "Or Jack."
He searches out Norrington's -- James's -- eyes and stares into them. Willing him to know that Jack is preferrable to Sparrow. That he recognises a truce between them now. An bond of some sort that wasn't there before. They'd both survived and passed through an awkward revelation with each other and that should be commemorated now.
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'I do believe I am,' he says sincerely, one eyebrow lifting in a familiar gesture, and then after a pause- 'Captain.'
There's no mocking behind the word now; no jibing, no flirting, nothing but 'Captain' the way Sparrow- Jack so likes it. The pirate has, perhaps, earned the title, James feels now, knowing what he knows (or thinks he knows) now. Meeting Jack's eyes there is a pause from both of them, and then he grins.
'Or Jack,' he echoes the other man's words, 'If you prefer that.'
There are, of course, a whole slew of consequences to be taken in mind; Commodores of the Fleet taking the position of first mate aboard a pirate ship, after all, was not at all the sort of thing the higher-ups in the Navy took well. At the moment, however, James doesn't really feel like considering them, so he turns his gaze on Sp- Jack again.
'Duties, Captain?'
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"Good then! All settled."
Except it's not all settled. Now that Norrington has accepted his offer as first mate, Jack isn't entirely sure what to do with him. It's been years since Jack has sailed with a first mate. Has sailed with a crew at all in fact. Coming back to the Pearl and being her captain again, while exactly what Jack has wanted these many years, has not gone as smoothly as he would've liked. Too many bodies clambering for action and not enough of his command to go around. Commands like "open water" don't exactly serve them best, and Jack is too aware of the fact that he needs to give them a heading sooner or later.
Better be sooner with thoughts like that.
He flits his eyes about the room when he realises he's just been standing there awkwardly for too long, having not answered the question posed to him. Jack straightens himself up to try to look Captain-y and then looks at Norrington.
"Duties, Mr. Norrington," he repeats, trying very hard not to raise it into a question. "Your duty is to help your Captain find the rest of the crew a heading. And then some lunch, I think."
It's been a few hours since the banana he had eaten. They're due for a bite after all this... talking.
"And... you can sign the papers while we eat," he finished, fishing around for something else to give Norrington to do.
He still doesn't trust him out of the cabin. To stay on board and not try to signal the Navy. Not yet, anyway. Not until they're farther away where such things can't tempt him.
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Furthermore, he is decidedly uncomfortable as to signing the articles of the ship. That puts him in full responsibility of anything he might do as a crewman of the Black Pearl, and that makes matters awkward for when he finally does return to Port Royal (for there was never a doubt in his mind that this is not a permanent state of affairs, and that eventually he'll resume his commision). There's no way, though, to refuse to sign the papers after he's just accepted the post of first mate, and he is not eager for another fight with Sparrow.
The food, however, he has no qualms about. All he's eaten today was that orange, and he had really hardly tasted it, given the... purpose for which he had been eating it. So he offers Sparrow a thin smile and says
'Indeed.'
He's about to offer to accompany Sparrow, but a look on the pirate's face suggests that he leave him be at least for the moment. He'll need to inform the crew, for one thing, that they've taken on the Scourge of Piracy as first mate, and quite honestly, James would rather not be present for that. Instead, he inclines his head in the direction of the door, a vague invitation for Sparrow to be on his way, and sits down at the table, pulling across to him the map they'd been examining earlier.
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And then doesn't take a step to leave at all.
He knows he should go out on deck and have a chat with Gibbs. Tell him what to head for and have him fetch some parchment to write out the articles on for Norrington to sign. Which would mean telling his crew that he's taken on Norrington as first mate. Not exactly a conversation Jack wants to have. Not without something to offer in return as proof that he's not just risking their lives for no reason.
A heading would be better for that. Jack fingers his compass speculatively. Looks again at Norrington as if his face will have the answer written on it.
"Erm, before you..." Jack gestures with a hand to encompass Norrington reading the maps. "Might I suggest you take a look at this instead?"
He pulls the compass from his belt and sets it in front of Norrington. Jack has no desire to go anywhere but out of the Caribbean. But Norrington... Norrington might. And it would show Jack whether or not to trust him, depending upon where the compass points. Back to Port Royal, to the Navy, Jack will not let him out of the cabin. Not allow him any duties he cannot perform from in here and will hold off from telling the crew. To anywhere else, Jack will reconsider.
Brilliant. Answer found.
With a little smile, Jack places the closed compass in front of Norrington on the table, and then positions himself behind his shoulder to read it.
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'Sparrow-' he coughs and corrects himself, 'Captain. I fail to see what use it is attempting to read this compass; it is broken, the same as it was the first time I saw it.'
James remembers the compass, yes, the compass that doesn't point north. Why on earth, then, should Sparrow cling to it, so? Why plunk it down on the table in front of James as if it had some magic of its own that would solve all his problems for him. He cranes his neck at an awkward angle, meeting Sparrow's gaze.
'What precisely am I supposed to do with it?'
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"Seems to me people open compasses when they want to read them," he answers cheekily, bobbing his head so his beads and bangles clack together.
He pauses for another moment but when Norrington makes no move to check the compass again, Jack sighs deeply. Norrington still somewhat thinks of him as a bumbling pirate, after everything.
"S'not broken. Just doesn't point North. Points to other things instead."
Jack leans in closer to Norrington and whispers lowly, "Things what as your true heart's desire."
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'My heart's desire,' he mutters, 'of course. Because it makes perfect sense that a compass should be able to figure that out.' But Sparrow makes no comment, so after a moment's more hesitation, James flips open the lid.
The needle is already spinning as the lid opens to reveal it, but when he trains his gaze upon it, it seems to waver and come to a halt, before starting in the opposite direction. Its movements are jerky as James's eyes follow it; for a moment, the needle comes to rest pointing at Sparrow over his shoulder, before twitching away. For several moments, the point swings back and forth; towards the cabin door, to the east, to what James thinks is the direction he and his men came from, back to Sparrow himself, and then to rest on the pile of charts in front of them. He thinks for a moment that it's going to stay there, but it swings back again, and he snaps shut the lid with an irritated sigh.
'You see,' he says, 'broken.'
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Interesting, that. Very interesting. Jack can't help but smile secretly.
But what of the other places it points? To the east is open water. To where they are currently headed, which is nowhere. Jack can't think what lies out there what interests Norrington, except, perhaps, the desire to sail with them. To go where Jack will take him. (Which is quite a nice thought, indeed.) And back again the opposite way, where the Navy is, Port Royal -- all the things Jack does not want to go back to in any rush. The door means nothing to Jack, for he cannot think what is out there; and directly north, to the table in fromt of them, again is unclear to him.
So many things Norrington wants simultaneously. Jack chuckles.
"No, mate. You just don't know what you want."
He pats Norrington a few times on the shoulder and then stands to approach the table. As if by accident, he pushes the nearest map towards Norrington.
"If I were you, I'd be working on a way to figure it out."
Jack flashes a grin at Norrington and moves to the door.
"Otherwise, that compass will get you nowhere. And then where will we be?"
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'You know, it seems to me that if you're relying on me to find you a heading, you can't know what it is you want either. Why don't you take a look at the compass, Captain? See where it leads you?'
He snatches the compass from the tabletop, standing smoothly as he does so and holding it out to Sparrow. Sparrow, he is sure, is just as conflicted as he as far as what his true 'heart's desire' is, and the pirate just having had the privelage to see where the compass pointed for James, he considers it only fair that he get the opportunity to see where the needle will spin for Jack Sparrow.
He cocks his head to one side, his gaze sliding from Sparrow to the charts on the table and then back, and steps a bit closer, holding out the compass in invitation.
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Look at the compass himself? Don't open it, his mind hysterically thinks for a second, jarring him even more. He reassures himself that he does know what he wants. He wants... He wants... Out of the Caribbean. He wants to know whether he can trust Norrington. He wants Norrington himself. Jack looks up at him as the man approaches, compass held out to him. Looking as if he has no intention of moving away anytime soon.
Jack suddenly feels trapped in his own plan.
"I know what I want," he says, but it sounds feeble to his own ears. But he does know. He knows what the compass will show him, if anything, if he opens it. "I know what I want," he repeats, stronger this time as he locks his gaze to Norrington's.
Slipping his fingers around the compass, Jack takes it. Plans to just place it back on his own belt when a thought strikes him. "Why do you care what I want though? What could it matter to you to know if this points me anywhere? As proof that it works?"
Jack holds the compass aloft, not moving to tie it back in it's place, and stares questioningly at Norrington.
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'Fair trade,' he offers with a raise of an eyebrow, 'You saw what I want,' he nods at the compass, 'Seems only right that you do me the same favour in return. Or, if that's not reason enough for you... as first mate, I must confer with the captain before deciding on a heading. Or perhaps I'm simply curious.'
He smirks at Sparrow, feeling delightfully in control. 'I already know that it doesn't work; if it did, you would have a heading and you wouldn't have bothered me with it.'
James tips his head to one side then, gazing inquisitively at the other man. For one thing, he is dreadfully curious to see if the needle will point to James, as it pointed to Sparrow for him. That was more embarrassing than he'd care to admit, and for Sparrow to share his shame would assuage the sting of it somehwat. Furthermore, he really does want to know what is so vexing the other man, why he cannot decide where to go with his precious Pearl now he's gained it back, and why he seems to need James's help in doing so.
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But the argument of fair trade catches Jack. He likes to use that argument when it suits his own needs but to have it used against him seems dreadfully unfair. It would be easy to resist, to say no and tell Norrington they made no agreement so Jack should owe him nothing. That as a pirate, Jack doesn't always operate under the laws of fair trade, for then he certainly would be a rather poor pirate. But that might make it hard in the future to use that argument with Norrington again. By signing the papers, Norrington would become a pirates hisself and would have no cause to give Jack anything that Jack tried to barter from him.
Bugger.
Why does Norrington care so much what the compass will read for Jack? He doesn't believe at all that finding a heading for them is what Norrington cares for. Or, at least, doesn't believe that Norrington believes the compass will show to Jack their heading anymore than it did for Norrington. Curious, he said. But why? Jack wants the truth. And there might be a way to get it.
"Fair trade..." Jack murmurs, pulling at one of the braids on his beard. "Fair trade, then, that you tell me really why you want to know what the compass will show me and then I will show it to you?"
Jack banks on the fact that he already suspects what the compass will point to. Two things, if he's right. And one he doesn't need the heading to know how to reach.
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He draws in a deep breath and brings his eyes up to meet Jack's. 'Because,' he begins, not entirely sure what he's going to say, 'I would like to know why it is you need me here, now. Why we're having this conversation in the first place.'
He is struck by a sudden epiphany and he snaps up a finger, looking at a point somewhere next to Sparrow's head. 'For the same reason you want me to call you Jack, I expect, whatever that may be.'
James doesn't know if that will work. It's the truth, by all accounts, but it is perhaps not quite the sort of truth Sparrow seeks. He can do no better, however, at least not at the moment, and he hopes that the other man will recognise that.
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That should make absolutely no sense at all and yet it does somehow. Someway. Jack furrows his brow. Why does he want Norrington to call him Jack? Because he is Jack. Because it sounds better than Sparrow when Norrington says it, pompously, as if Jack is nothing more than dirt he wants swept out of his quaters. Because... Because... It's a sign of trust, of friendship, of respect. Of understanding. Because he wants Norrington understand him.
And perhaps asking to see the compass reading is Norrington asking for Jack to let him understand.
That's... worse logic than even Jack can put a claim to. He grins stupidly at Norrington, feeling almost proud of the man. "Good! Clears is all up then."
He looks down at the compass in his hand. The thing to do would be to open it now. Open it and let Norrington read it. Or not. Jack is still wary for some reason, some little niggling reason that says to let Norrington see it will let out some great big secret that will come back to harm him, but he swallows and tries to shove that concern down. Norrington wouldn't take any heading the compass showed him and mutiny. Wouldn't marroon Jack by his lonesome someplace without any hope of rescue. He probably wouldn't even know what the compass pointed to, just as Jack doesn't know what the compass pointed out for Norrington apart from hisself.
Eyes shut, almost timidly, Jack flips the compass open. Feels it spin and stop and spin and stop in his hand. Opens his eyes and looks at it. It first spins to point to one direction, E by NE Jack quickly reads, and then spins again, to face Norrington. Jack isn't surprised at that at all, though he ducks his chin to avoid looking at Norrington to see any reaction there. And then the compass spins back, probably to the original heading, Jack guesses, which is out of the Caribbean. But it doesn't. It continues around to point SW by W. Back to Port Royal. To the Navy.
Um. What?
Jack shakes it, sure that it is operating poorly or somehow being affected by Norrington being so close, but the compass only repeats it's three points again. East, to Africa, to England, to wherever Jack wants to go; Norrington; and then back the way they came. To Port Royal. The Navy. Everything Jack wants to flee from. Disturbed and frantic that the compass is surprising him and that Norrington is here to witness it, Jack slams it shut.
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His eyes flick up to Sparrow's as the pirate slams the compass shut, looking spooked. Yes, yes Jack is as thrown off by what the compass has shown as James is- moreso, he'd imagine. But what in blazes could he want in Port Royal? Commodore Norrington, of course, is no longer there, but the entire contingent of his Naval command is, all of whom have doubtless been informed that Jack Sparrow has kidnapped him. Elizabeth is back in Port Royal, but she's engaged to William Turner, and in any event, that's something James wants; there's no saying that Sparrow does as well. Something absurdly like jealously prickles within him at that thought, and he thinks vaguely that Elizabeth had better not be the reason Sparrow's compass pointed toward Port Royal.
That, however, they would doubtless figure out in time. For the moment, James meets Sparrow's eyes with a sardonic quirk of the mouth, a hint of flirtatiousness.
'I thought as much,' he murmurs. Panic from Sparrow will do them no good in finding a heading, and he thinks perhaps to calm him, ease him back onto ground with which he is slightly more familiar. Why he should want to he isn't entirely sure; after all, it's amusing to see Jack running scared, but he does regardless, and he reaches out slowly to push the compass down. Out of sight, out of mind. Or at least partially.
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The way Norrington said the words. The fact that his hand is now covering Jack's on the compass. The way he is looking at him. There is nothing there that speaks to haughty contemption and power plays, but a predatory guise there. A flirtatious one. And that somehow calms Jack. Makes the confusion and panic fade away some. There are better things to consider than why his compass is showing him three conflicting points instead of two.
Jack smiles softly. "Did you now? And do you propose to do anything about this thinking or are such thoughts not worth the effort to be put into action?"
It's quite easy to fall back into the pattern of flirting with Norrington. Reassuring, almost, by how second nature it's become in such a short time.
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'I am a man of action, sir,' he murmurs, 'I find that any thought one can have is generally worth being put into practise; it is merely a matter of finding the correct time and place to do so.'
Funny, really, how easy it is, flirting with Sparrow, teasing him. It's a back-and-forth that's really only slightly different from the banter they engaged in before James boarded the Pearl, each testing the other and taking enjoyment from the testing. James wonders for a moment if it is entirely healthy that it should be so easy before discarding that thought altogether. Now, after all, was not the time for moral crises.
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"And what would be the correct time and place, do you reckon?" he breathes, entering into Norrington's personal space.
He takes another step forward into Norrington, beginning to hopefully back the man up, away from the door and towards the bed.
"We've time right now, and as for place..." Jack lets the words drop off and takes one more step, pressing Norrington bodily to retreat or fall over. "We are in my quarters." He smiles seductively and strokes his thumb along the side of Norrington's hand around the compass. "My compass doesn't lie."
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When his knees hit the edge of the bed, they almost buckle, but he holds himself firm and instead grins at Jack. 'It would indeed seem to be the opportune moment,' he murmurs. His voice has gone down almost an octave; it's rougher and throatier than normal, and he lets out a little exhale at the look on Sparrow's face upon hearing his voice.
'And your compass,' he continues, 'would certainly seem to be entirely correct on this point, at the very least.'
The hand holding the compass relinquishes its grip and instead traces a finger up Jack's arm, brushing a teasing, featherlight touch before clasping like a vise just above Sparrow's hand. He pulls toward himself, ever so slightly, an invitation for Sparrow to keep on pushing.
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The mere notion of the image before him sends blood rushing down south, a smile twisting in and out of shape on his face as he regards Norrington beneath him. The compass is still in his hand. Jack removes his eyes of Norrington only for the split second it takes to scoot the compass to the side, away from Jack's hand so he will at least have one free while he hovers above like this.
Letting out a shaky breath in an attempt to control his breathing, speeded up as it is, Jack lowers his face over Norrington's until their lips are barely touching.
"Man of action," he whispers. "Will ye act now?"
It is more of a challenge than an invitation, but Jack likes nothing more than pushing Norrington to make the final move. To have this be his choice. All thoughts of headings, of articles, of compasses are gone from his mind.
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